Very sad reading Siti Nurhaliza latest letter from her official website. Here what she said (I translated it for you):

Sorry for the late to write somethings here, Siti knows that everyday there will be news being told.

Long ago, Siti can choose not to be a celebrity. Siti can be more happy to work and stayed at the kampung in Kuala Lipis from being a person that people always want to talk about. Siti can do other things that are not related to the music industries.

But this is my fortune and whatever Siti encounter, Siti never dreams about it. What Siti can do to have the same with what you can have and enjoys?

Should Siti keeps on feeling sad? Can't talks to prevent hurting other peoples, while Siti stills being hurt. Can't says bad things while what were said are true, just to prevent from misunderstandings and creating more debates.

Didn't Siti happy today? That not possibles because Siti have all of you. Siti stills have all of you that knows what Siti experienced. Actually, its not easy to be Siti Nurhaliza now.

Siti tried to be patience, read and experienced it. Lets it be what will happened and Siti will keeps on moving.

What wrong with Siti and the London's concert? Was it wrong to make a concert? Was it wrong for a generous person giving out free tickets? Was it Siti's faults if fans were not happy with the tour agencies that bring them to London, while its were out of Siti's or SNP's responsibilities? Was it wrong that the concert do not attracted more foreigners? Was it wrong if the hall was not fulled?

Siti confused with all these. Must Siti always be the scapegoat for the sake of some peoples who wants Siti to retired? Siti don't knows why these all happened to Siti.

It hard to explained each and everythings. Hard to make peoples understand, while sometimes it may hurt someone if it was to be explained further. Just lets it be and lets Siti keep it. Siti needs to have more patience to keep on sharing what Siti have with you.

Siti thanked you for all the supports, winnings in ABP and the success of the Royal Albert concert. You are stills my strengths. Don't run far away from Siti so that we can be more stronger and united. Thanks you to all of you. In difficulties and in easiness, you are the one who make Siti happy.

Ignored you enermies. If we fights without weapons, we don't needs to expect to win, we just needs to prove what is right.

Salam Sayang…
Datang Berlindung, Waktu Susah Dan Senang,
Tumpang Berlindung, Waktu Susah Dan Senang.

Siti Nurhaliza
18 hb April 2005 : 5pm